Jehovah-Repheka, My Lord the Healer,
I come to you in Jesus name and give my heart to You. I am hurt and broken. I feel no one understands; I feel isolated and alone. I feel I am in a dark pit of anger and bitterness (Psalm 40). I want out! I know You make all things clean (John 15:3). I know You give beauty for ashes, to bind up the broken hearted, proclaim freedom for the captives, release from darkness, the oil of gladness instead of mourning (Isaiah 61:1-3). I know You can turn what the enemy has tried to destroy and use it for good (Genesis 50:20). I believe my testimony, the test that I have walked and suffered through, will glorify You. I pray for the peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). I pray I can diminish and You increase with the portion You have given me to enhance Your Kingdom (John 27-30). I pray I know You and the power of Your resurrection. I know many have doubted including John the Baptist when locked and thrown in prison for fulfilling Your plan, asking “Are you the Messiah?” (Luke 7:20) If I have been a Christian and this tragedy has happened to me, I pray I never curse You and fall into the trap of walking away from my faith (Job 2:9-10).
I pray I am filled with the fruits of the spirit love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control (Galatians 5:22-23). I pray I am diligent in studying Your Word, memorizing Scripture for when the enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy, I use the Word of God, get behind me Satan, for You are concerned with the things of this world and I am concerned with the things from above (John 10:10, Matthew 16:23). Help me to bless those who have hurt me. Forgive those who used me, and love those who have rejected me (Ephesians 4:19, 5:1). Forgive them Lord for they do not know what they are doing (Luke 23:34). As it is written, I believe I have all spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 1:3), and I believe I am an adopted daughter of Christ (Ephesians 1:5-6). A princess of the Most High, clean and restored, loved and revered as a woman of God.
I pray I am unashamed of the Gospel and plant this seed for You (Ephesians 6:19). I pray I can help bring healing to those who have suffered as I have suffered. May I be a blessing in the church, using my gifts and talents for Your glory (Ephesians 3:20-21). I pray You increase my faith and I abound more and more in love. I pray to be a prisoner of Christ and ambassador in chains for You (Ephesians 6:20). I know whether I am abasing or abounding, You have given me all strength for all situations (Philippians 4:11-13).
Thank You for dying on the cross. Thank You for knowing exactly how I feel, my hurt, my shame, my pain and my suffering. Thank You for giving me an example to follow. Thank You for Your precious love that has carried me through painful memories, fearful dreams or nightmares, heal my heart, renew my mind in Christ Jesus (Romans 12:2). I am a new creature in Christ; the old had passed away including my past. I press on toward the goal and prize awaiting me (Philippians 3:13-14). I will continue to prepare my heart and mind for action (1 Peter 1:13). I pray to encourage others along through my own healing process. If I backslide, push me forward. If I fall down again in sadness, why me and painful memories, lift me up to stand firm with the Gospel of peace (Ephesians 6:15), preparing my mind daily with the Armor of the Lord.
Thank You for turning evil into good and I am confident the plan and purpose You have for me will be completed in the end (Philippians 1:6). I believe my life has purpose, a plan set for me, not for evil, but good (Jeremiah 1:5). I believe this is my season, a time I can never get back, help me to use this time wisely, growing daily in the Lord with spiritual meat, lacking no good thing (James 1:4). If I am faced with my past, if I am faced with the very ones who painful hurt me, help me to love them as You love them. Show me this mystery, filled with the Holy Spirit to love them as Christ loved the church (Colossians 1:27).
Praise be to God the Father of Jesus Christ. Praise be to the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Thank You for Your Word and the women in the Bible I can learn from. In the name of Jesus of Nazareth I pray, amen